In the summer of 2009, I wrote a blog called “Ponytail Monday”. It was an attempt to answer a question that people have asked me since I started wearing my ponytail. In my blog, I was asked why I don’t wear a short ponytail anymore. I always said it was because I like it and it doesn’t matter. Well, I never got a direct answer to the question.
I’ve decided that the most direct answer to this is “because it annoys people.” This is why I’ve only wore my ponytail for the last five years. Sure, people say they like my hair and they say I look good in it, but the people who say it annoys them are the ones who dont want to change. I think this is important because some people are self-obsessed. Others are just plain angry.
This is an interesting one. I have been wearing a ponytail for twenty years (and I still get this reaction) and I think I can say that it has helped me. I think the ponytail is the most important thing about myself. It is something that makes me different and that I can look at any day and notice the difference. If I tried to wear it for a month or a year or two, I would get some sort of reaction that I dont think anyone would understand.
That said, there are a lot of people who wear a lot of stuff and wear it differently every day. The thing with the ponytail is that it makes me a little different every day and that makes me a little more interesting to people. Also, I am not a big fan of the word “obsessed”. I want to just be normal. I want to wear the same clothes, the same jewelry, the same shoes, maybe the same haircut.
So I’m not sure if I’m a fan of the term obsessed, but I like the idea of wearing clothes and jewelry that you don’t even think about wearing everyday. It makes you look more unique and interesting than something you wear every day, and that’s just a little bit crazy.
I guess I feel like I’m obsessed with the idea of not wearing certain clothes everyday. It’s the same thing with being interested in anything new. I’m always interested in new music, new art, new movies. It’s like I’m constantly looking for something new. But I’m also always interested in the same things I’ve seen in the past.
You know how you can be interested in a specific song and you can be interested in the same song in different ways? I.e. I like the original version of a song better than the new version. I like the new cover better. I like the original video better than the new video. The original song was played at the same time. I am more interested in a movie I saw in a movie theater. I am more interested in a book I read in a library.
This is an interesting observation. Most people see things in different ways. You can be more interested in a book you read in a library than you can be more interested in a song you see in a movie theater. I think this is a sign of self-awareness and self-knowledge.
I believe that we are all in a constant state of flux. While I am not self-aware, I am aware that I am constantly changing and growing. I am aware that I am constantly moving from one place to another, from one stage of life to the next. I am aware that I do not know the answer to all of life’s questions. And I am aware that I am always having to make decisions based on my limited perception.
I think leo new moon lions gate portal is a sign that we are all in a constant state of self-awareness. We can only see what we see.